In the early years of my experiment, Ra Uru Hu asked me to write articles for the Jovian Archive Newsletter. I was still in the first seven years of my experiment and it was a great avenue for me to share my experience. Many of you know that I mostly stopped initiating talking and just waited to respond. It was a powerful way to break old patterns but very strange to do. c When Ra began a Jovian Radio program, he asked me if I would contribute. I responded no. A few months later, he asked me again and this time I responded yes. He then said that at some point I had to begin talking again to share my outer authority.
It was very strange to just start talking. But it was also wonderful. I was living in Asheville, North Carolina at the time. I had completed my first seven years. I used to love to look out my bedroom window at the trees and just talk. I called these radio segments "Spontaneous Somethings". I moved in and out of the radio over the years according to what was correct for my energy. c It was quite a tough journey to get to this place of "relaxing in the back seat". I held on to my Strategy with every drop of my being. It was my only anchor as my world turned upside down. I honored my inner authority even when it said "no" to something I wanted very much. It was not easy. It was like walking in a blizzard not being able to see and putting one foot in front of another. Weeks became months and months became years. These recordings are all part of that journey. c When I began the radio shows for Jovian Archive, I never thought to keep them and for sure not to organize them. I just shared my experience. It was quite a process to even find these files .... there are gaps - whether that means I took a break or just misplaced the file - I don't know. I never gave them a title as I never knew what I was going to talk about. I simply allowed what was inside to flow out. cc Below are Dropbox links to these programs. There are truly hundreds of them. Each link has about 20 segments in the grouping. And each one runs about 20 minutes. I hope you enjoy.
This is what I called the first Jovian Archive radio segments. I didn't want my open mind to have any pressure of "having" to talk about something. I just wanted it to be spontaneous - to flow out in the Now. One of the most difficult things to deal with in living this experiment are all the old patterns of behavior. These patterns are so ingrained in our cellular makeup. I had a theme song for my segments by Mick Jagger - that I really liked called: "Old Habits Die Hard".
I don't know what radio segment the images below belong to. If you get to a segment where I mention an image - this is the place to look. They are thumb nails and you can click to enlarge if you want to view it.
Jovian Archive had ended the radio program and Human Design America began one. I was a part of that program for awhile. I also began to take questions from listeners in 2010 and there are some charts that are included to go with those segments.
FROM THE BACK SEAT RECORDINGS: 2014 These are the most recent recordings and are a bit different than the earliest ones. In the earlier ones, I was mostly sharing my own experience of living my experiment. Somewhere along the way that became sharing my outer authority. And this came from a very different place.