In The following articles are me sharing my experience, my seeing and my outer authority. We each see uniquely. What I see one day may be totally different than how I see it many days or months later. As I unfold (and there is no end to that) so does my truth.
I hope you enjoy them.
Ra Uru Hu had this to say about my writing: "If there’s anybody who really understands what it takes to go through that process, she is it. Fortunately, she is somebody who is very articulate. She writes well; I like her writing. She writes very well. And I enjoyed these segments; I think they’re excellent.”
In the earlier years, Ra Uru Hu asked me to write articles for the Jovian Archive Newsletter. I was still in the first seven years of my experiment and it was a wonderful way for me to share my experience. Many of you know that I mostly stopped initiating talking and just waited to respond. It was a powerful way to break old patterns but very strange to do. Being able to write was a gift. Ra commented to me one day that because I typed so fast - that writing for me was a way to by-pass my mind. That words seemed to flow out of me.
The e-Book below created by IHDS is a compilation of those articles. I also included images to go with many of the articles.
Inside the First 7 Years
As I worked with the International Human Design School to supply images for this book, I re-read many of the articles. I had to smile, as so much of what was so clearly my truth back then is not my truth now. This for me is the beauty of this experiment. It is alive. It does not end.
Each step of that process holds truth from that point in the process. Yet I continually unfolded and how I see life and myself continues to evolve. It is my “seeing” and it becomes more and more unique the more I live me.
I hope you enjoy these articles. They were written from 2001 until 2004.
To enter into the experiment of living according to your strategy and honoring your decision making process is to begin a deep inner transformation. These articles are from the first seven years of my experiment. The first cycle is one of a deepcleansing. It is a process of becoming oneself – the person we were born to be. It is a time of breakdown and breakthrough.
As anyone who is on this journey knows, it is not easy. I lived most of my life as a pretend Manifestor. In doing so, the experiences that I passed through left me with many ideas about who I was both from experience as well as from what others told me as well as what my own mind believed about me. But this was not the “me” I was born to be. I was not born to be a Manifestor.
These ideas about who I thought I was needed to be shattered because the foundation was incorrect. There is no other way. A new foundation needed to be built with me living my life as a Generator.